This is THE END ~

THE END??? Yes...i have ended my 2 months life in PEPS-JV ~ Today I thought wanna give 2 weeks notice to my HOD, but surprise is she can released me on the spot...nevermind, since I really being desperated to stay at here ~

Since 10am till just now 5.30pm...I really be a free man, be a snake ~ of cause I busy go to say bye bye to those I friend with, Biz Operation, HR, Payroll, Manufacturing......every department I have go, even I also say bye to Deputy GM, he is nice guy ~ At here, I really know a lot nice Malay employees (90%++ workers is Malay xD) when they know I gonna leave today, they quite shock of it, I will miss them too ~

Talk back my department >> Finance Department, this morning I just tell 3 persons that I closed with, remain 10 persons I don't tell them, even until just now 5.30pm, they all know already, but nobody come to me here ask me here, or even say a goodbye, this is the reason why I didn't tell them early ~

My HOD? Actually I really bit disappointed, even hired as Costing Executive, but 8 weeks I been here, she never ever let me touch costing job, I feel that really wasting my time ~ I think every one will have same feeling ba, offer you such position but get those jobs unrelated one ~

So now, what could I do now? Waiting for CNY now ... after that ~ gonna plan again =D

RESIGN or NOT?

Well, I have mention that I will resign soon in my previous blog ~ actually for me its quite a hard decision for me because I love the environment at here … especially some Malay workers, some of them really friendly and show a lot of kind =D but now, I might make a decision, RESIGN from here ~

This is the 7th week I stay in this company since I was hired as Costing Executive. However, the previous 6 weeks, mostly I do the clerk job ~ first or two weeks I could hang on, but now really sorry of it ~ cause I think that it is really out of my expectation …

I wonder what the mind inside my H.O.D? She told me that, I considered is lucky guy, WHY? Giving me clerk job but get executive level salary ~ Hello, do you know what you talking about? Ya, from the monetary term, it may a good point of view, but think deep about it, how about my self satisfaction? It is ZERO ~

I wonder, is it Finance Department need a people help in Costing or not? I thought they requested to HR department and then HR will help to find a people to fill in. Again my H.O.D told me, even HR offered me Costing Executive position, but she has the right to let me do those work which totally unrelated to my position. Hey, this is WASTING my time you know, if earlier I know this will happened, I really rejected the offer!!!

As, I also have think deep a bit, may be my HOD wants me to learn all, learn from the basic, don't care what is my position, just do it? Is it? For this, I may accept for a temporary period, if gonna to do this forever, I will leave too ~

So now is Jan, if I want resign, I might end the short career at here before CNY or end of February.

R.E.L.A.X

SITTING ON THE CHAIR
SURFING ON THE NET
HAVING A CUP OF JAVA CHIPS IN STARBUCKS ~

RIGHT NOW, ME AT STARBUCKS COFFEE, BERJAYA TIMES SQUARE ~

I LOVE THE FEELS !!!

Oh yeah ... i am relaxing now ~ today off day no need to work ~ but I just go to Low Yat Plaza to send my External HD for repairing T.T

Anyway since today off, of cause I need to relax myself ~ I just finish movie "The Tourist", starring by Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie ...



yeah ~ The Tourist ... the movie quite nice, and little humor too ~ anyway, I just LOVE so so much on Venice, may be I am Pisces guy, cause for me it is the City of Romance in Europe ... if I got chance, I will bring my beloved to the Venice =D

Yesterday also quite relax de, MSN with my friend in UK, and we always have common topics, Girls and Football ~ I pop up a nice sentence ...

NOT WE WANT CONTINUE TO PLAY ... JUST BECAUSE SOMETIMES WE REALLY HARD TO GET A RIGHT ONE =(

Coming 3 Mac, I will be 24 years old ~ sound old right? how much times I could be relax, not much is it? so girls ... i waiting you all xD

Last Blog of 2010

Wow … I really long time didn’t update my blog ~ because busy for working, no energy + lazy to update it xD anyway … this blog I could not miss it!!!

2010, gonna end soon, time files right? Of cause a lot of thing happened this year ~ let go for it !!!
MYSELF ~ getting more lengzai? Just kidding la xD just weight increased a lot leh, may be supper every night in Sungai Long x) of cause next year is my year, RABBIT year ~ 犯太岁 xD everything need becareful (reminder from my MUM)

STUDY ~ now I 95% graduated ~ cause I fail 1 last subject in last semester ~ no choice, I need to repeat it when Jan 2011, because of 1 subject, I just need study for Thursday ~ good luck to me…

WORK ** Yeah, I start working from 22 Nov, now just 6 weeks only ~ hired as Costing Executive at a manufacturing company ~ but I think I might resign soon … will tell you all in next blog ~

LOVE? argh … no love story me ~ I remembered when I celebrated 23 years old birthday, some of friends wished me get a GF … sorry ya my friend ~ this year I still single xD if want talk about the target, got de ~ but I really wish to meet her soon …

FRIENDS!!! Yeah … I loving it ~ every year definitely will know some new friends, this year my new friends ah … of cause is C4-1-3 housemates, this year they move in and be my housemates for 9 months ~ of cause I am the oldest in the house … and also I am glad to meet Steven when he back from UK for summer break, almost 3 years didn’t meet him ~ now we become “bro” too xD

FAMILY ~ of cause LOVE them gao gao ~ my parents almost 50 years old le … 26 Jan 2011 will be their 25th wedding anniversary … as eldest son, me with my brothers will celebrated with them ~

3 of my brother >>

My 1988 brother ~ now working in Singapore, hope his career could be better.

1993 brother ~ just finished his SPM exam, gonna go to Genting Casino for work, then continue his STPM studies …

1996 brother ~ this year he really not interested in study, but this year school holiday, he really changing a lot, now he automatics says want tuition, for next year 2011 PMR exam ~ I really hope he could hang it, and prove to us!!!

So, say bye to 2010 ~ gonna say hi to 2011!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone …

New Life Coming?

Well, long time didnt update le ~ me, officially 95% graduated T.T too bad, died 1 subject in very last semester ~ so no choice sure need to repeat it again ...

Anyway, I already back to hometown 1 month, being master in measuring the land xD of course I have done an job interview 2 weeks ago, but they told me that I need to submit the all previous result slip to them, then only issued offer letter to me ~ or else, they will employed me with UEC cert, for sure the salary will much lower to degree level ... so I already ask UTAR management reprint to me xD

If I really being employed, sure I will work at there for a period, of course not FOREVER ... but the problem is how can I repeat the only subject? Now I plan that I will work, then apply leave 1 day to Kampar for the class, then come back to the hometown, sound tired huh...

During this 1 month, 1 sad news happened, I lost my phone in LRT T.T my heart so so pain, not because the phone, because the SMS inside phone, very special, very meaningful to me ~ sob...
now using SE960i, 2 years ago buy de but now still look new cause I seldom use it ~

So, a new life sure waiting for me to explore it ~ my mum ask me you dont have gf meh ~ argh ... i think i really dont know how to get in love le xD

一个人久了 ... 不懂怎么恋爱了 ...

人情债 -- 亲戚又怎样？

说真的 我把我的blog封起来

是因为我的某个亲戚一直看我的blog

不是说我不给他看

而是他看了就意见多多

这篇我想内容会很长

希望你们有耐性看吧 ~

好吧

那位亲戚就是我妈的三哥

也就是我的三舅舅

首先我很感谢他这几年来

对我在学业上的经济支持

虽然成绩不是很好

但终算撑到最后一个学期了

但是问题来了

他要求我考完试后

立刻打电话给我

说和我商谈如何要还钱给他

结果我没打电话给他

因为我决定在成绩出炉后

才做一切打算 ～

所以上个星期三晚上他自己打电话来了

和我妈咪吵了一顿

因为他问我妈咪为什么不让我立刻做工

说我还休息不够咩

我妈说给我休息2个星期

调回作息时间

而我也有那么的打算

因为考完试后贸贸然找份工

也很冒险的

反正成绩就快出炉了

所以休息2个星期很ok的

但是舅舅说不能随便找份1日的工嘛

比如今天找一份RM30的工

明天做一份RM20的工

大佬啊

什么年代哦

您以为随手就可沾来一份工作吗？

就算有也应该只有在KL一带吧

可是我人在自己的家乡

你以为是以前的年代吗?

通街都有工作？

就算我真的找到工作了

也不可能那么快还钱

怎样说我都必须定了自己的经济能力

几个月后才开始还吧

出生于1957年的舅舅

思想确实有点老派

我的生活作息也被他批评

就是我上一篇文章

我说我自己不习惯早睡

我没有想到他会看我的blog

结果给他shoot了一轮

说我的生活作息不正常

说我妈咪让自己的孩子一天睡到晚

说真的我妈咪不会让我们4兄弟睡到很迟的 ～

就因为我的舅舅一直骂我妈咪

我忍不住

星期四早上就在fb写了一句话

内容如此

“你的我的长辈 我的亲人

我也很尊重你 但是你的言语让我觉得很可怕

很刺人的心你知道吗？”

就这么的一句话

当天晚上(效率很快哦)

我舅舅又打电话来骂我妈咪

说没有管教好孩子

说我天真 觉得我不想做工那样子

说真的 他真的很会做预测

每次替人预测这样预测那样

就好象那天他问我

“如果5科都不及格，怎么办？”

哇塞，我觉得你在咒我

5科不及格

我想都没有想过好不好 ～

因为我最多觉得自己1-2科闯不了关

没有5科都倒那么严重

竟然对自己的侄子没信心

小我一年的弟弟

过去2年都在新加坡做工

也住在我舅舅哪里

说真的我弟弟也很顶不顺

因为我弟弟晚上工作完毕

和朋友去喝茶他不给

又说我弟弟烂泥扶不上壁

喂 ~

那个是我的弟弟啊

你能了解他多少

我的弟弟虽然SPM成绩D和E居多

但他本性不坏

只是不喜欢读书而已

从小学到中学都是懒散

每当从新加坡回来这里

在那几天的休息

他晚上多数和朋友去喝茶

不然就在我家附近的神庙和朋友吹水

这里附近的居民都蛮喜欢我弟弟的

因为脾气较顺

但是舅舅就说

“没可能”“烂泥扶不上壁”

这些话否定了一切

尤其是“烂泥扶不上壁”这句话

我听了都很不爽

更何况是我妈

她的心里绝对很不舒服的 ～

在我还没update这篇文章前

星期六晚上他又跑上来我的blog

昨天下午也是一样上来看看

不好意思哦

我过去几天没写东西哦

他以为我又乱写东西了

就是因为这样的举动

我发现我根本没有言论的自由

我决定封杀

我的blog只给那几位常常进来的朋友浏览而已

至于facebook

我的status照样会update

放心我不会乱来的

我想如果黄明志是你的儿子

你肯定会和他断掉父子关系吧

我的 Facebook Blogger

都是我个人的空间

就是欠他那一场人情债

搞到我的言行举止被他控制 ～

三舅舅

我真的一直很尊重你

但是拜托请你的说话

不要那么伤人的心嘛

欠你的钱我一定会还

我妈说

就算亲戚

自己的哥哥又怎样？

这就是人情债啊 ～

习惯了 ...

回来家里一个星期多了，
原本想要过一点正常的生活，
就是尽量不要夜睡 ～

原来我做不到，
刚刚电话来老妈说了几句，
叫我早点回家，
早点睡 ～
因为我现在在朋友家上网，
不好意思我家没得上网 ><

不过真的改不了，
我试过过去几天10点多就呆在家里，
打算都不去哪里，
想要在12以前入眠，
结果还不是一样，
凌晨 2-4 点才睡得着 ...

所以呢，
真的戒不了 ～

虽然我的final exam考完了，
也不要逼我那么快找工啦，
我对自己对不够confidence,
万一有1，2科拖衰我，
找到那份工，
有何意义呢？

人生无常

昨天 .... 对隆中华独中的学生来说，
是个不快乐的一天，
我的学弟谢一豪同学，
在美国普拉茨堡德，
不幸的在一场车祸中丧生,
当时 ...
谢一豪同学骑着脚踏车，被一辆美国典型的大型拖拉机拖车撞后逃，
事后，该名肇祸司机也已经被捕了，
至今也还没有任何结果 ...

我虽然不认识他，
也未见过他一面
但是看到这个消息时，
我的心犹如被割了一刀，
更何况是远在大马的父母，
唯一的独生子客死异乡 ～

天妒英才啊，
他是个文武双全的学生，
学业成绩不赖，
运动方面，更是学校的代表 ～

人生真的无常，
记得要珍惜身边每个人啊 ...

谢一豪同学，安息吧 ～

Officially End?

Finally ... I finish last paper >> Pendidikan Moral on last Monday,
as it is my last paper ~
For me its really torturing,
cause I having all papers within 1 week ~
No choice, cause since 3 of them is my repeat papers,
the timetable really look bad for me,
Anyway, I have gone through of it ~

Err ... if I pass all, that is officially end of my UTAR life ...
Confidence or not? A bit worried actually =(
Especially having 3 papers within 2 days !!!!!
that is terrible you know ~

Now already having 1 week of holiday,
staying last few days in Bandar Sungai Long,
cause I gonna move back to my hometown,
while waiting for the result ~

LET THE RESULT DECIDE IT ~~~

单身的原因

昨晚看见我的某位朋友，
在她在部落更新了一篇文章，
题为“单身的原因”，
我看了确实有感触，
因为彼此还是单身 xD

23年单身，
也许大家可以取笑我，
当然不要怀疑我的性取向，
我喜欢的当然女生 ～

双鱼座的我，
与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座，
不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座，
确实身边围绕着我的女生不多也不少，
但是为什么不能把她们留在身边呢...

朋友说，
“你太逊了”
“你的条件不是很好”...
也许吧，我承认 ～

有女生说过我是个很好的男生，
对感情付出会很多，
这我真的很认同，
因为对于我喜欢的女生，
我确确实实会真心付出，
但是往往最痛的还是自己 ～
唉...谁不想好好地谈一场恋爱呢？

也许痛过了，
导致我不敢再踏出那一步，
逐渐的，
把自己封闭起来，
对爱情不再抱着渴望～
所以，
常常对自己说：“我有朋友就好”
“哎呀，顺其自然吧”

今年3月庆祝23岁生日，
收到不少的祝福，
有几位女生朋友祝福我，
希望早日找个女朋友吧 xD
看来这个愿望，
明年会不会再听多一次？

当然现在我还是抱着顺其自然的想法，
但是当我真正恋爱时，
那一段将是我第一段，
最刻苦铭心，
最轰轰烈烈的那一段，
so who is the lucky girl ?